CONFESSION: By Lori Titus
Wednesday, January 19th, 2011The Daughters of Warring: Part 9
The Reverend Joseph Warring did not consider himself a hard man. He’d grown up with a strict set of principles, which he lived his life by. He taught those same beliefs every Sunday. The scriptures told him all that anyone could need to know in life– that was what he believed.
There was no room for question. Life was one thing, or another, not something in between.
It was because of his staunch beliefs that he could not understand what was happening to his daughter, Isabel. Had he not taught her the right things? She grew up in the church. How could she have committed murder?
When he was first told of the charges, he assured everyone that the truth would out, that his daughter would be proven innocent under the laws of God and man. He believed that, with all his soul.
When she was convicted, he began to look at Isabel differently. Was this the daughter that he knew, that he raised? Could she have gotten so far away from what she was taught that she would participate in acts that were unclean? Abominations? Was there some truth that Isabel chose to hide from her family, a connection to Eileen and her wickedness? Why did she grieve so for her friend?
Warring went to his church to pray after dinner at night, sometimes staying until the early morning. He hated being at home. The situation with Isabel weighed so heavy upon his wife that she seemed a shadow of herself. She clung to the edges of rooms, rarely speaking. Her hands trembled. She took on the look of a much older woman, a feeble one at that. Margaret rarely met his gaze, but when she did, the outright anger he saw on her face disturbed him. Suzette was quiet, picking up on the household chores that her Mother had begun to neglect.
No one spoke of Isabel.
Warring sought comfort in his faith. For the first time in his life, he did not find it. Words of scripture calmed him for a time, a salve over the wound of losing his child. The pain never went away. Sometimes it rose up in his throat, threatening to make him physically ill.
On this particular evening, only four nights before Christmas, the Reverend decided that he would go home. It was not long after midnight. He could be fairly sure that both his wife and his girls were sleeping. He could slip upstairs to his bed without having to speak.
He turned, and almost jumped.
A dark form stood , leaning against the door of the sanctuary.
She wore a bonnet. Her dress was plain, though well made. It looked like that of a gentlewoman. What kind of woman would be out in the depth of night?
“May I help you, Miss?” The Reverend called out.
As she stepped forward, candlelight illumined her face.
“I do hope that you can. Would you hear my confession?”
When he heard that clear, sweet toned voice, he knew. It had been a while since he had seen her- she looked more sophisticated, older than he remembered. This was Katherine, his daughter’s friend. She was also the friend of Eileen.<
“It’s an exceedingly late hour. It was my understanding that you left town. Why are you here?”
“There is a right to travel, is there not?” she asked.
“That doesn’t really answer my question, young lady.”
“If you would be so kind as to hear my confession, all that might become clear.”
Warring sat down in a pew. The girl walked past him, and sat in the seat directly in front of him. She did not turn. As she spoke, he could only see her face in profile, cast in shadow by faint candlelight.
“It’s been quite some time since I have had confession,” she said.
“That doesn’t matter,” Warring replied. “Say what you must.”
She took a breath, and paused. “I have betrayed a friend . I have sinned, by a lie of omission.”
“How is that so, child?”
“My friend and I grew up together. I knew her well. Knew her family, and all the girls in it.”
The Reverend’s chest tightened. “Go… go on.”
“This friend of mine…she was a very sad girl, once you really knew her. She was anxious and chatty, but always, there was a sort of tension beneath the surface. You could feel it. She was eager to please. She liked to be the center of any space that she inhabited.”
“Such is the way of girls. I don’t understand.”
“Patience, Reverend Warring,” she said softly. It was a moment before she continued.
“I was aware that my friend harbored certain jealousies toward another girl. I did not believe that she would act upon it. When I realized that she had, I held my tongue. I did not want to be insinuated in the mess that she had gotten herself into. I didn’t feel that anyone would believe me if I told the truth. That’s where the sin lies. I refused to speak, and because of it, someone has died. And without intervention, another soon will.”
“Does this have to do with Eileen? Or with Isabel?”
“Both,” Katherine replied. “But not in the way that you imagine.”
“Tell me how.”
“Eileen was an innocent. Her mother was training her to be a midwife . She took interest in making ointments and medicines from herbs. Eileen was never a part of our coven, never practiced the craft. She was just a sweet girl who liked to help anyone she could. ”
“Did you say the word coven?”
She smiled. He could see the movement of her cheekbone. “If I am to continue Reverend, you’ll hear more shocking news than that.”
“Go on,” he muttered.
“My friend found out that this girl, whom she was jealous of, went to see Eileen. She decided then that she would go to the authorities, and accuse Eileen of being a witch.”
“Why?”
“Because it would divert attention away from us. From the coven. At least, that’s what she told the rest of us.”
“You mean Suzette? Suzette did this to Eileen, and then to Isabel?”
“Her scheme didn’t work out exactly as she planned,” Katherine said. “She was the one who sought out the magistrate. Suzette told them that Eileen practiced magic, and that Isabel had taken part. No one wanted to believe that one of your daughters would be associated with such things. There was no proof. When Stephen died, it didn’t take much urging for them to cast blame upon Isabel.”
He got to his feet then, holding on to the pew. “This…I can’t believe, one child of mine would condemn the other…” his voice echoed through the church. He stared down at his hands. Waves of shame and anger sent tremors through his flesh.
“There is almost nothing some women wouldn’t do,” Katherine replied coolly, “when a man is the reward.”
When he looked up, the spot where Katherine sat only a moment before was empty.
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©2010 Lori Titus
Lori is anxiously awaiting the release of her latest novella, Hailey’s Shadow, due for release soon!