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RIXAS DE SANGUE: Part 11

Saturday, August 21st, 2010

Rixas de Sangue: Part 11

Bendis wanted to hunt. I agreed. I needed to be on top of my game if I was going to formulate a plan. I couldn’t afford to be hungry.
 
I normally try not kill my victims, but I was so distracted by her and my new found mission that I let myself get lost in the frenzy and I ended up killing the old destitute man I found on the way.
 
She wanted a different venue; alleyways weren’t her thing. I chuckled at her dismissal and followed her to the downtown area.
 
For some strange reason, watching her stalk her prey was extremely erotic. She moved in a way that was charming, like she was inexperienced; as if she was a young woman hoping to find someone who would give her a happily ever after.
 
But, those she stalked were not gentle or innocent. I watched in awe as she chose carefully; she knew exactly what kind of person she was looking for.
 
The man she picked smelled of wrongness; he had a seediness that oozed off him in nauseating waves. She was sweet when she spoke to him – a naïve innocence seeping into every word, a gentleness that made her very alluring - as if he was the nicest man she had every come across. He swooped in on her thinking he could play his cat and mouse game; not realizing he was the mouse.
 
I kept my distance across the bar, just observing her. She let him buy her a couple of drinks- she even acted like they were affecting her. She played with short strands of her hair, she lightheartedly caressed her neck, and she laughed a friendly giggle.
 
He was actually quite aggressive in his body language. I felt my back bristle when his hand stroked her arm. I nearly came unglued from my chair when he left his hand lay on her leg. I knew better- it’s not like she was in any danger from him. I could hardly watch anymore. I did not like this feeling of jealousy.
 
Then, as if she could sense my discomfort, she finally let him talk her into taking a walk by the river.
 
I smiled to myself. How convenient.
 
She played the innocent part right up to the very end; letting him think he was winning his game. When he moved in to attack her, she was swift and deadly.
 
It was absolutely beautiful to watch. She dumped his body in the water.
 
We walked back to our room in silence. 
 
The charge in the air was amplified – I could almost hear it crackling.  
 
She must have felt the desire pulsing in my veins or perhaps noticed me salivating; because as soon as the door closed behind me she had me pinned to the wall. She was hungrily kissing me; the growling that reverberated from her was feral.
 
I could taste the flavor of the blood still on her tongue – tinny and slightly bitter. My heart was hammering in my ears and I swathed my arms around her. I deepened the kiss. There was no way I was going to let her go; though I didn’t think she was going anywhere.
 
Then, she removed her lips from mine; trailing them along my jaw and I felt her mouth at my neck. My knees fell weak. She was more than strong enough to support me as I swayed. I felt her teeth pierce my skin and I gasped wantonly. I turned my head, whimpering as my mouth found her shoulder. I bit into her flesh.
 
In all my long life I had never exchanged blood with anyone. The experience was very intense. The feeling of my blood, thick and poisonous, being pulled out while the sweet and spicy flavor of hers poured hotly into my mouth.
 
I felt the intoxicating effects of her powerful blood almost immediately and my desire grew to new heights.
 
The lovemaking that followed was beyond primal, and every sensation more profound than I could have thought possible. Time stood still. I do not know how long we were at it and it didn’t matter.
 
We exchanged blood several more times. I don’t think she could help it. I know that I couldn’t. And each time I tasted her blood I became more aware of her.
 
I felt stronger than I ever had. I felt energized, like I could do anything. I felt like I was going to spontaneously combust.
 
We lay there for a while just marveling in the afterglow of each other.
 
Then, she sat up on the edge of the bed, turned from away from me. I could feel that something was wrong.
 
“Bendis?” My hand was on her shoulder.
 
“I have to surrender. I have to go back to Malachi.” It felt like my chest caved in.
 
“What? No! I won’t let you.” I felt desperate, she turned back to me.
 
“Amara…” I shivered as she purred my name – I loved the way she said it. “I saw it in the blood… in our blood. I saw how this is supposed to happen. For this to work, I have to do this.”
 
“How am I supposed to protect you?” I was trying to seem rational, but I was panicked.
 
“You don’t have to… not yet anyway.” She smiled gently- that made this feeling worse.
 
“When?”  I hated this feeling of desperation.
 
“Tomorrow evening.” She stated plainly.
 
I couldn’t breathe – so soon?  “No, I need more time with you.”
 
“I can’t. It has to be now… you know that.” She spoke patiently. Didn’t this affect her? Was it only me who felt like my heart was being ripped from my chest?
 
Her hand was interlaced with mine as she looked at me with those smoldering indigo eyes. “It will be fine.” She kissed me sweetly as she pulled me down with her into her embrace.
 
I wish I could have agreed.

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©2010 N.M Faria

RIXAS DE SANGUE (Part 9): By N.M Faria

Saturday, August 14th, 2010

Rixas de Sangue, Part 9

“For Malachi, it wasn’t enough to burn my lovers. He wanted to regulate everything I did, because he knew that, through me he would gain ultimate power.” She heaved a sigh. “But, I get ahead of myself.” Bendis looked at me, a knowing look that said she knew that I understood his love of power and ruining lives.
 
“Malachi got as far as he has because he has a penchant for knowing, a gift of instinct, and a charismatic way of convincing others. That is how he was able to come up as a council leader. And that has made him more dangerous.” Her voice took on a coolness that told me we had gotten to the very worst part of her tale.
 
“See, he had a proposal; he wanted to see the beginning if a new era, a blood age…where vampires ruled. He feels we are superior and we should have dominion over everything else. That didn’t go over well; his plan was shot down quickly.”
 
His wasn’t an uncommon belief, but generally the council dismissed the idea because it worked out better for all of us to stay clandestine. This could only get worse now that he was council leader.
 
“I was pivotal to his design. So, as he was coming up the ranks, he worked hard to convince the council to let him, and him alone, dictate what I could and couldn’t do. At first, he tried to use Hypatia, but that didn’t work, they didn’t care about his deceased mate- he had gotten his revenge as far as they were concerned. And it was viewed that she seduced me, so I was forgiven.” I felt her resentment course through me.
 
“Then, he tried to use my unknowable future to place doubt- the seers were on his side.  They didn’t like not knowing anything about me. They didn’t like working with me, they thought I was a freak of nature.” She snorted sarcastically. “For a while, I was completely protected by my nature. I was…well, my abilities were…more significant to the council’s needs. But, as the old council leaders, whom conveniently kept disappearing, were replaced he found it easier to use that against me.”
 
“It took Malachi not even a century to convince the rest of the council to…um …consent to him mating with me. Until that time, it was unknown what would happen if I mated; they thought perhaps nothing. Then, the seers saw…well, possibilities. The council was intrigued and so, finally, my freedom was taken from me.”
 
The shock of what she said startled me; I hadn’t realized the car had slowed until that moment. I decided then, that it was best if I found a place to park- I was too distracted to drive any further. I pulled into a rest stop.
 
“We were declared in front of the council. I had never gotten very close to him before that, as you can understand. But, to strengthen the union we had to share blood. No one had ever had any of my blood before that, not even Hypatia. I could tell it did something to him…it stimulated him somehow…that scared me. But, I was more than overwhelmed by what I saw in his blood.” I could see her shaking.
 
“I was able to see what his intentions would bring about; and what I saw made me horrified. He somehow knew that I would bear him daughters - who would all be able to bear more children. And these progeny would have the blood from the strongest, oldest vampires, diluting the human blood more each time; creating a new breed altogether… he would have no problem convincing the council of his Blood Age campaign then…”
 
I somehow knew what she was going to say but that didn’t make it any easier to hear. 
 
“With this new breed of vampires, we would conquer the world. It would change the world as we know it in a span of a few decades. Humans would be mere cattle to us; nothing more.” She shook her head. We both obviously had enough humanity left in us to know this wouldn’t be right and that it would be more disastrous than it seemed on the surface.
 
“I couldn’t let them know what I saw. What the seers had seen only had to do with the procreation of our species and the possibilities of new abilities.” She paused, drew in a long breath closing her eyes. “Malachi is willing to do anything to accomplish what he wants… and what he wants is to rule everything.”
 
“I saw something else in his blood. I think because he took my blood first, I saw my intentions…no, I saw my future, my destiny. This is how I saw you. In that moment, I saw outcomes; the one that frightened the hell out of me and the other, you, gave me hope.” She paused for a long time.
 
“I knew if I didn’t find you he would succeed- he would start the Blood Age he so desires.”
 
“So, how do we stop him?” I asked. “What do we have to do?”
 
“I don’t know, I couldn’t see how… but, we will defeat him – you will kill him.” I could feel the conviction in her words. She completely believed it to be true. I began to ponder what she said.

She was silent for a while as I pulled back onto the highway. I figured I would find us a place to settle for a day or two while we decided what our next course of action would be; we couldn’t run forever.
 
Well, we could…but there was no way I was going to.
 
I was done hiding. I was done letting him exist.
 
Suddenly, I felt the intensity that I hadn’t felt in such a long while.
 
I finally remembered what I was.
 
I was a fierce warrior!
 
And so, I would wage war, a blood feud, against Malachi.

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©2010 N.M Faria