DADDY’S TOUCH By: Aaron Polson
Sunday, May 31st, 2009I’d worked with Helen for a few years before her father died. She was a quiet woman, always reserved and meticulous in the lab. Some of the other techs called her “cold” or “too weird.” I just figured her the private type.
We worked together in the basement of the natural history museum on campus, stashed away in a windowless box next to the offices for graduate teaching assistants. We spent our days stripping the flesh from dead mammals so they could reconstruct their skeletons. We used beetles, these little black lumps called Dermestidae—skin beetles. Toss a poor, dead piece of road kill in a stainless steel container with some larvae, and the growing beetles lick the bones clean within a week. Our boss used to say, “They’re carnivores. They eat the flesh of the dead.”
Helen received the call about her father while at work, and she didn’t even flinch. She only missed one day for the funeral, a private affair, and stayed late at work the next night.
In the days after her father’s stroke, Helen looked a little off—her face pale and stretched—tired maybe. The only thing she’d say about him was, “he was not a nice man.” About a week after the funeral, I noticed bruises while we worked together scrubbing residue from small mammal femurs.
“Helen, your arm,” I said.
She pulled down her shirt cuff. “It’s nothing.”
After I mentioned the bruises, she started wearing long sleeves. Black bags puffed under her eyes. She faded, bleached like a field of snow, pinched together and gaunt, like she wasn’t sleeping much. Maybe a rough boyfriend, I thought, especially if her father had been abusive. I imagined there had been abuse in her past, but my theory rested on gossip and interpretation of Helen’s stock line: “He was not a nice man.”
Fear for Helen’s safety grew in my stomach, scratching away like a ball of nails until it spilled over one night after work. Helen faded like a ghost through the lab doors, and I followed her.
Filled with worry and concern—as a friend and coworker, I drove to her apartment. She lived in a little place near what we called the student ghetto, the run-down houses and squat apartments that served as home to a good number of undergraduates. She didn’t answer the bell and the front door was locked. I heard something—a muffled voice from inside.
I wouldn’t usually sneak around in the bushes like some kind of half-crocked private eye, but the voice scared me, sent a chill across the back of my neck. I crept to the side of the house, and the voice grew clearer. It was Helen.
“Please, Daddy!” she shouted, followed by a dull whacking sound.
I balanced on her air-conditioner, caught the lip of her bedroom window with my fingers, and pulled myself to tip-toe so I could peer inside. Helen was alone in the room, flogging herself with something that looked like a short stick or bat, but a yellowish white—a human femur stripped clean of its flesh as only Dermestidae could. A skull, her father’s skull, sat on the dresser, watching over his daughter’s self-abuse with a gallows grin. Helen’s face, though smeared with tears, wore a small ghost of a smile. When the police came, they found the rest of him in her bathtub, his assorted parts in various states of decomposition amid a swarm of beetles.
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© 2009 Aaron Polson
When Aaron Polson isn’t arguing about the definition of irony with his English students, he can be found chipping away at a twisted tale in his basement dungeon. He currently lives in Lawrence, Kansas with his wife, two sons, and a tattooed rabbit, enjoying every mood swing in the Midwest weather. His stories have appeared in Necrotic Tissue, Northern Haunts (Shroud), Monstrous (Permuted Press), and other publications. You can visit him on the web at www.aaronpolson.com.