HERO by: Shane McKenzie
Tuesday, June 9th, 2009“The way I see it, your life is my property,” said Mitch, staring up at the newspaper clippings. He would never forget that day, couldn’t forget that day.
“Please, this is crazy,” said the man, staring at Mitch from behind the metal bars.
Mitch didn’t look at him, just kept studying the old papers stapled to the wall. His hand reached up and scratched his mangled cheek.
“I have money, lots and lots of money,” said the man, pleading with Mitch.
“Money is meaningless now,” said Mitch, finally directing his eyes toward the man, “maybe at one time, but not anymore.”
The man breathed deeply, staring at Mitch with a helpless look. Tears began running down his face, his lip quivering as he began to speak again.
“What did I do? Why am I here?”
“It’s not what you did, but what you failed to do.”
Mitch directed his attention back to the wall, a clipping showing a person wrapped in bandages caught his attention. He reached up and touched the image, his face grimacing. He slowly turned his head back to his prisoner.
“All I ever wanted was to help people, you know that?” he said, his hand still on the picture, “ever since I was a kid.”
He ripped the clipping from the wall, trudged toward the cage, and tossed it in.
“Pick it up and take a look.”
He did as he was instructed, shaking his head as he stared at the photo.
“I don’t understand.”
“Of course you don’t.”
Mitch reached into the cage and snatched back the paper.
“They told me I was a real hero.”
“Look, this has nothing to do with me. You have to let me go.”
“This has everything to do with you, don’t you see?”
The man pressed his body against the metal, reaching out to Mitch. His voice cracked between words as he spoke.
“Please tell me what I did, I want to resolve this.”
Mitch laughed as he stuck the paper back to the wall. He tore another from the collage and walked toward the man. Again, he tossed the photo into the cage.
“You recognize that building?”
“I know this building burned down. Just because I lived there doesn’t mean I had anything to do with it!”
“I could care less how that fire started, that is irrelevant.”
“Then why do you have me here?”
“I rescued six people that day. They told me I was crazy, but I couldn’t give up.”
“Wait, are you saying what I think you are?”
“I pulled you from your apartment. You were unconscious when I found you. Smoke was everywhere.”
“You saved my life, I owe everything-”
“Shut your fucking mouth, don’t start with that!”
The prisoner quieted, staring up at the mutilated man.
“The ceiling collapsed on me when I was bringing out the last. Just a kid, maybe six or seven, her family forgot she was asleep in her room.”
Mitch paced the room, all the while scratching his face.
“She didn’t make it. She died in my arms while I was burning alive. Everybody thought I was dead already.”
Mitch grabbed something from the ground and began walking toward the cage again. The smooth skin of his face was glistening in the light.
As Mitch approached the cage, the man realized what was in his grasp. He jumped up, ramming his body against the back of the cage, trying to put as much distance as possible.
“Look, I’m sorry for what happened. Don’t do this!”
“While I was lying in the hospital, I kept wondering what I was gonna do. They told me that my insurance was refusing to pay, that I had no business running back into a burning building, can you believe that?”
“That’s terrible, nobody should go through that.”
“My thoughts exactly. So I wrote letters, wrote them everyday. I sent at least three to you, did you get em?”
The man’s brow furrowed as he dug into his memory. He slightly recalled getting letters in the mail, but couldn’t remember exactly what they said.
“I-I can’t remember.”
Mitch splashed the contents from his jug into the cage, drenching the man from top to bottom.
“Stop, please stop! I’ll do anything, just stop!”
“I begged for help, couldn’t figure who else to turn to. I figured if nobody in the world wanted to help me, at least six people would. But I was wrong.”
More splashes of liquid, the smell stinging their nostrils.
“What can I do to fix this? I can give you anything you want!”
“I lost everything, my job, my home, all of my belongings. I gave up my life so you people could go on with yours, and for what?”
“Because you are a good man.”
“Maybe I used to be, until I saw how things really are. I never got anything back from any of you, not one fucking letter.”
The empty jug hit the floor, bouncing on the ground in front of the cage. Mitch reached into his pocket for his matchbook.
“You let me outta here God damn it! I’m sorry!”
“I’m not going to kill you. I’m just taking back what I gave you.”
“Don’t do this!”
“You would be dead already if it wasn’t for me. The second I needed some help, all was forgotten. Is that how it works?”
“I admit it, I fucked up. I promise I’ll change, anything you say, just let me out.”
“That’s funny, that’s what the rest of them said, that they would change. It’s really easy to change when it’s forced on you, isn’t it?”
His face lit up as he ran the match across the rough edge, his skin wrinkled and shiny.
“No! Don’t do it, please!”
As the match bounced on the floor of the metal cage, Mitch remembered the little girl. He wondered how different things would be if he had grabbed her first, left the rest of them to burn.
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©2009 Shane McKenzie
“I am a 26 year old that lives with his fiance and two dogs in Austin, TX. I work for the police department as a 911 call taker. I eat, drink, and breathe horror, have been this way since I can remember.”