LOVERS’ GETAWAY: By Lori Titus
March 12th, 2010Basima, Spain—June 3, 1968
The house is dark.
It’s been years since her last visit, but she remembers well. The spiral staircase the leads up to the second floor. The short hallway with its arch of a window that looks down upon the ocean.
She follows him, and her heart hitches into her throat, because she knows what comes next.
He turns to her, and she feels his hands on her hips. He’s moving her towards the bedroom.
She sways backwards, and now she’s guiding him. He’s pulling off his jacket.
Her shawl spills to the floor, a thin puddle in the darkness.
On the bed, he pulls her close and they move together, like they had never been apart. She tried to remember how long it had been since they last made love, and couldn’t .
Only that it was too long if it could feel this good.
She holds him with her nails digging into his back. Her own voice sounds foreign to her. She whispers and sometimes groans. He is single minded. She feels him tense against her as his breathing grows ragged.
And then release. He calls her name, and turns onto his back.
Loaded silence. She is warm, but shivering. It takes a while for her heart to fall back to a normal rhythm.
“Fiona?” he says again, this time, softly. His face remains in shadow.
“Yes?” her voice sounds off. Edgy.
He pauses, just a moment. Instead of speaking again, he kisses her lips and lays back down.
She nestles into his arms and closes her eyes.
“Okay. You’re awfully quiet,” he teased.
“You always say I talk too much.”
“I do think you’re remembering somebody else.”
Fiona was grateful for the dark, because she could feel her face turning red. He was right. She was thinking of Rafael.
“Justin,” she said, tracing her fingers across his chest. “Can I ask you something?”
“You just did.”
“If I’d met you before I met him….”
“Would we have been together?” he finished her thought. “ Maybe. But we’re together now, aren’t we?”
“That’s not the same.”
He smiled. “Doesn’t matter. I take what you offer.”
Fiona sighed. She was a believer in fate. All things happened for a reason. Just then, she couldn’t think of any rational reason why she should go back to Rafael. Or why she couldn’t be happy being Justin’s… girlfriend, if nothing else.
Except the fact that Rafael could still destroy her. He’d overlook infidelity. Her not coming back… that was a different thing entirely.
Rafael made it clear from the beginning that he’d do what he needed to do to keep her under his thumb.
Justin drifted comfortably to sleep. Fiona laid awake, relishing the warmth of his bare skin against hers.
Her memories of him would have to last, she thought sadly.
When Justin woke the next morning, she was gone. Her shawl still laid on the floor.
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©2010 Lori Titus